Mothers day is here.. i see different messages of love on fb
statuses.. how sweet that in their own little ways, they were able to
express their love and appreciation to their moms. **Sigh** I wish i
could do that to my own mom too.. I see facebook campaigns that work for
mothers day..something like this as shown in the status of one of my
friends,
"To all my FB friends, in honor of
Mother's Day I'm trying to see how many of you are willing to change
your profile picture to a picture of your mom and keep it there till May
9. I did and so have several others. If you will and like this idea,
please repost this as your status so everyone gets the word and see how
many beautiful mothers we can get on FB. (repost)"
First
thing that came to my mind..where will I get her picture? 8 years ago.. I
could still remember, scenes are still clear.. it was 11:30pm of April
2003..In a hospital where everyone is rushing..
The sky is dark, my little world is grey….
The doctors, nurses are rushing, back and fort.
I
heard beeps and beeps, I saw a nurse came out of the room. She removed
her mask. My mind questioned, I wonder why? Isnt she coming back inside
to take care of mom?
She went strait ahead to me. Held my hand and uttered words that broke my heart.
My mommy is gone, I feel her presence…
The thought of not seeing her again takes my breath away
The hurt, the pain, I cannot describe….
It’s like my blood quit flowing inside
I cannot imagine, i will wake up each morning to begin a new day….
Without a wake up call from mom. With her hands touching my hair..
You were always a great person,a great person indeed
You were always there, whenever I was in need
You raised me up in a big, safe world
I'm glad I had the chance to be once your little girl
My thoughts of my Mommy bring happiness and peace….
Then the truth overcomes and I feel so incomplete
I know she loves me and she is free of pain
But I would love to see her again......
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